I am mental sinner
He's purified lover
Fucking with her loving heart
I'm silently waiting
For the absolution
From the hands of mighty God
I am sure I got wiser to you
They are blind if they can't see through
Praying to devil and Mother Mary too
I will suffocate myself with a rosary soon
Absolution's rejected
Golden gates are closed forever
Absolution's rejected
Golden gates are abandoned now
She is so unconscious
Future blurrs and darken
He fucks with her loving heart
Silver chains of promise
Written in archaic
Singing 'till the music stops
5.03.2014
23.02.2014
Pierwsze pół godziny niczego. Zwykła gadka, taka jak pół godziny temu. Następnie się zaczęło. Dziwnie śmiesznie, ale nadal zwykła rozmowa jak wcześniej. Zabawa nocą. Emgie bacznie obserwuje Ogie i Emema, którzy wpatrują się z uwagą w obrazki wiszące na ścianie. Obrazki te przedstawiały wijące się kwiaty, oraz łódkę na płynącej rzece. Ogie zauważyła lekko naddarty obrus. Emgie zaczęła się z niej nabijać. Koło 4 poszła spać, zostali tylko Ogie i Emem. Emem puścił teledysk do "Video Games" Lany del Rey. Niewyobrażalny śmiech. Następnie oboje oglądali okładkę do płyty An Imaginary Country przy różnych piosenkach Tima Heckera. Przy każdej, okładka opowiadała inną historię, np. przy jednej Peruwianczycy wspinali się po górach, a przy "Shadows that make shadows" rozzgrywała się tam walka, którą Ogie przegapiła. Emem puścił "Knight Night" Salem, ale Ogie się nie spodobało, tak samo jak "Das Irrlicht" Aghast, tak więc wrócili do Tima Heckera. Później oboje zaczęli oglądać przepiękny film "Baraka", jednak go przerwali, żeby wykorzystać czas na śmiech. Oglądali koncert Lany del Rey na żywo. Pod koniec wrócili jednak do "Baraki". Ogie poszła spać. Emem został oglądać, jednak szybko zasnął na kanapie. Oboje noc uznali za udaną.
16.02.2014
You're neglected
No salvation for doomed
Trust has been wounded
She's dead now
Hopes are rejected
Covered with gloom
Don't you ever count on them
You don't even know how
I set my hand on fire
I'm dancing fully blind
It was my one desire
Now it's out of my mind
No remorse
For what you've done
Masked messiah
I held you tight
No surprise
For what I found
Only liar
You can't bring me down
Counting raindrops
On my denim jeans
I am drowning
I am drowning
Can you help me
Get me out of this rapid stream
1.01.2014
When I realized
The Hell Hound is just a pitiful dog,
Not a devil,
Satan's place doesn't seem such evil.
But since I have shown you visions of my world
I can't befriend you, anymore.
Each and every move and step,
Every twist of fate,
Brings the inexpressible strife in my mind.
And your sullen gaze
In that midnight haze
Brought me to the border.
My demons were summoned.
I gave them orders
To induce an avalanche
And bury me beneath.
The Hell Hound is just a pitiful dog,
Not a devil,
Satan's place doesn't seem such evil.
But since I have shown you visions of my world
I can't befriend you, anymore.
Each and every move and step,
Every twist of fate,
Brings the inexpressible strife in my mind.
And your sullen gaze
In that midnight haze
Brought me to the border.
My demons were summoned.
I gave them orders
To induce an avalanche
And bury me beneath.
18.12.2013
Eve
Come here, come closer, my little child.
Don't you recognize me?
It's me, your mother tender and mild.
Still can't you see?
I know, the darkness won't let you in
And the chains and my doom won't let me out.
You're so pure, soft is your skin.
You don't believe me, I know you doubt.
Come closer, show me your face
I'd like to see your light.
I've never seen a star or even its trace
Although there's always the night.
You have to help your mother poor.
Do your child's duty!
When you release a parent of yours
You'll see her everlasting beauty.
Don't be affraid, I'm not a devil
As I supposed to be.
I only learned what is the evil
And for that He punished me.
I didn't want to be the best
I've just wanted to be better...
Person, but.. it was a test
Which I failed, so I must suffer.
With every birth I gave on Earth
The pain grew only stronger.
But when my daughters suffer from birth
I have to say "No longer!"
I disobeyed the Omnipotent
And to my husband I say "No more".
For them I only feel contempt.
As I am Eve, the Mother of All!
I have no faith or trust in beings
That try to deceive my mind.
Now the rebellion begins
And I'll never be blind.
Come here and release me.
My throne I will retrieve!
Eden, new kingdom shall be
With only one queen - Eve.
Don't you recognize me?
It's me, your mother tender and mild.
Still can't you see?
I know, the darkness won't let you in
And the chains and my doom won't let me out.
You're so pure, soft is your skin.
You don't believe me, I know you doubt.
Come closer, show me your face
I'd like to see your light.
I've never seen a star or even its trace
Although there's always the night.
You have to help your mother poor.
Do your child's duty!
When you release a parent of yours
You'll see her everlasting beauty.
Don't be affraid, I'm not a devil
As I supposed to be.
I only learned what is the evil
And for that He punished me.
I didn't want to be the best
I've just wanted to be better...
Person, but.. it was a test
Which I failed, so I must suffer.
With every birth I gave on Earth
The pain grew only stronger.
But when my daughters suffer from birth
I have to say "No longer!"
I disobeyed the Omnipotent
And to my husband I say "No more".
For them I only feel contempt.
As I am Eve, the Mother of All!
I have no faith or trust in beings
That try to deceive my mind.
Now the rebellion begins
And I'll never be blind.
Come here and release me.
My throne I will retrieve!
Eden, new kingdom shall be
With only one queen - Eve.
13.12.2013
Czarny kot.
Dziś, w piątek trzynastego miałem pecha, bo drogę przebiegł mi czarny kot. Nie.. To chyba nie był kot, to raczej był pies. Sam nie wiem, koty chyba nie są aż tak duże. Tak, to na pewno był pies, dobrze pamiętam! To czarny pies przebiegł mi drogę, przynosząc mi w ten sposób pecha. A może nie był czarny? Być może to przez brud i błoto jego jasna sierść wydawała mi się czarna. Więc tak to było.. Pies o jasnej, lecz brudnej sierści przebiegł... Nie przebiegł, on w ogóle nie biegł. Nie miał siły, był zbyt zmęczony by przebiec koło mnie. Podszedł powoli, zatrzymał się, zamerdał ogonem i poszedł dalej. Z bliska zauważyłem, że nie ma jednego oka. No dobrze, więc nie był to kot, ani nie był czarny, ani nie przebiegł mi drogi, ale i tak przyniósł mi pecha. A może..? Może też wcale nie przyniósł pecha? Stary, słaby, brudny, samotny, bez jednego oka, bez domu. Które z nas jest większym pechowcem? Spojrzałem na niego jeszcze raz. Widziałem jak podchodzi do ludzi i się cieszy każdą chwilą swojego pieskiego życia.
Tak, zacząłem historię od kłamstwa. Nie było żadnego kota, żadnej czerni, przebiegania ani przynoszenia pecha. Jedynie pies i morał tej historii są prawdziwe.
Tak, zacząłem historię od kłamstwa. Nie było żadnego kota, żadnej czerni, przebiegania ani przynoszenia pecha. Jedynie pies i morał tej historii są prawdziwe.
8.12.2013
Through the ice-cold realm I follow you
I had to show my worst to say I'm the winner
My heart was endless deep but what I meant was to give you more
Than my night
Nothing brings me back to life
Between the stars instead of sleeping on my grave
Not easily you'll ever look at me
There was a way to make out, so silent room
I needed flame to understand I am doomed
I set this fire to my bed, 'cause I was so mislead
Now I am praying for my hell-like salvation
Freeze my heart or let me drown instead
I don't know how to swim in strange waters
Cut the thread and watch me, now I'm dead
You knew my mind, you knew to who I belong
Northern winds
No-one wins
May the angels cannot pray
They cry but never ever find good way
Dark forest will be mine graveyard for everytime
Don't leave me here, this scenery I fear
Freeze my heart or let me drown instead
I don't know how to swim in strange waters
Cut the thread and watch me, now I'm dead
You knew my mind, you knew to who I belong
Northern winds
No-one wins
I had to show my worst to say I'm the winner
My heart was endless deep but what I meant was to give you more
Than my night
Nothing brings me back to life
Between the stars instead of sleeping on my grave
Not easily you'll ever look at me
There was a way to make out, so silent room
I needed flame to understand I am doomed
I set this fire to my bed, 'cause I was so mislead
Now I am praying for my hell-like salvation
Freeze my heart or let me drown instead
I don't know how to swim in strange waters
Cut the thread and watch me, now I'm dead
You knew my mind, you knew to who I belong
Northern winds
No-one wins
May the angels cannot pray
They cry but never ever find good way
Dark forest will be mine graveyard for everytime
Don't leave me here, this scenery I fear
Freeze my heart or let me drown instead
I don't know how to swim in strange waters
Cut the thread and watch me, now I'm dead
You knew my mind, you knew to who I belong
Northern winds
No-one wins
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