My calm hides a storm.

"Everything is your choice. Wake up."

                                                                C. A.

A thousands of needles
Millons
They were sharpened by the time
And now they stick
Very deep
Very sharp
But soon
When I'm ready
When I foresee what's unforeseen
When I prove the unpredictable
I'll pull them out
And I will stick them somewhere else
I'll have my prey too
Then the remains of my little pincushion
Will finally freeze
Forever

Wonder is not a land. It's a state of mind.

Cry dry to know how it feels
To stay out of your nightmare
Leading your fear to the shelter
Whether you're smiling, so I'd care

Know me, read me like a Bible
With no God in here to create this
Eden or Hell, I'm not mental
But I would be for the last kiss

Lock me inside, lock me inside
So I shall die for release
Drop here your tear, let me drown
Drink me, eat me, I'm your Alice

If you could give a little flame
I'd burn it up to a fire
But if you can't, please keep in dark
That's where is born a desire

Don't want to hurt, keep razor blunt
Or hide somewhere your cyanide
Feed me more with the truth you know
And face it alone in the night

Do you sometimes feel like you have to choose between you and the others? And some quiet voice in your head tells you that you should choose them.  Do something for them. Do everything for them. Even if you would suffer... Maybe not as much as when you cut your leg off with an old and blunt razor, but still.. I kinda sacrificed a part of me.. Actually, a lot of me. Do I feel like a better person? No, not at all. Do I regret? Never.

Connected

Connect me to your wires
Tangling cables all over my body
Plug me into your server
Let me break through the firewall
And open your deepest files
You may disconnect
But I will search you through the web
I wish we were wireless
But there's no wi-fi in the air

Bo z Maciejewskimi, proszę Państwa, się nie zadziera.

Once you met me on your road
Never did something insulting
I just wanted to go home
But you shared your sordid story
Your mouth burning like a hell
Spitting fire at the grass
It seems you never knew me well
You could only let me pass

You are in front of me
(Shouting at loud)
The sky is changing
(Covered with dark clouds)
You put your words against me
(Really, in vain)
I'm
(Becoming insane)

Are you still messing with me?
I'm pointing my gun at thee
I'm gonna count now to three
And you'll be gone
Now I am fighting to this
My shot is never a miss
Your death's for me like a bliss
And you are done

Once you learned how to ignite
Your fire will never go out
But my fire will set in yours
And it will be about to explode
Die, die, die, DIE

You are in front of me
(Shouting at loud)
The sky is changing
(Covered with dark clouds)
You put your words against me
(Really, in vain)
I am
(Becoming insane)

Are you still messing with me?
I'm pointing my gun at thee
I'm gonna count now to three
And you'll be gone
Now I am fighting to this
My shot is never a miss
Your death's for me like a bliss
And you are done

1...
You don't really know your granny
Also mine, she saves the money
2...
Greedy witch, always a liar
Stops the rain and starts the fire
3...
If you believed the word of devil
It eventually makes you evil
SHOT!

You cannot handle the truth
I know that really bugs you
Your worst nightmares now come true
SHOT SHOT
And you're still messing with me
I'm pointing my gun at thee
I'm gonna count now to three
SHOT SHOT
Now I am fighting to you
My shot is always for truth
Your death's for me is true
And you are gone